things to remember

I am a list person.

In fact, I am so much so that there are frequent nights in which I get out of bed int he middle of the night to make a list so that my head will stop swimmming with little fragment sentences instead of the proverbial sheep.

There are also dozens of pieces of paper shaped like shoes or wedding gowns covered in "things to do" everywhere. I mean everywhere. Its a problem.

I feel naked and unproductive without my lists. I even make lists after I have accomplished the tasks aet before me so I feel better that I can cross them off my list.

Unfortunatley, at this point in wedding planning-job finding- semester finishing meltdown... I am not physically capable of making lists to suffice.

They own me.